when i was younger, i set for myself an ideal age to get married, the ideal age gap between my husband and i. i had a slightly more romantic view of love, believed in love at first sight, did not see so many things as being silly.

but as years go by, i think i could live with being single all my life; i dont believe that the attraction at first sight is love, rather just lust or a crush. i am so practical that my view has become cynical.

growing up is something that little kids look forward to, only that when they've grown up, they realise that it's not what they thought it would be. kinda like university life. hah. and ultimately they teach you the same thing, that sometimes in the end, you can only depend on yourself.

get well soon freddie!!